Enlightenment

On 13th Aug 2016, I woke up at 6:00 am and started pranayam after 20-30 min of pranayam, I started doing meditation. Last week only I heard about enlightenment and wanted to experience that. I started focusing myself between eye brows. I'm not sure after how many minutes, suddenly i felt a burst of  energy started between my eyebrows and traveled to my every parts of body it shook my entire body. I felt 3-4 times after that, looks like, my all senses was shutdown; i did not feel my body i no longer control my breath; and then i felt that in front of me a very bright light appeared. I had few question about life and somehow I started getting answer to all my questions. I was feeling very happy. I was completely in different dimension. I didn't know where i was.  When I came back to my existence i saw it was already 1 hour over since when i had started meditating and i thought i was like this for 5-10 mins only.
After this event my life has completely changed it seems. I am new person now. I see things differently now, i can focus on anything better now. I no longer show anger even though person in front of me is angry. I tried to reply in anger but i could do that i know it was not logical but this is what i become after enlightenment.
A Happy Person.

Sacramento, California USA

It's February 29, 2016

February 29 comes in four years. So I just wanted to write a one line blog on this day!

Happy New Year 2013

2012 = 5 Number 5 is a very good number as per numerology. A number which is balanced.



Now looking forward to 2013. Brand new year has come with new hopes new challenges. I am really looking forward for opportunities this year will give to me. 

Happy New Year 2013!

Happy New Year 2012!

There are three kind of person who thinks differently on new year eve.
One, who feels happy that the year is going and hopes things will be good in new year.
another, who does not care and thinks it was just another year and new year would be the same.
and third, who do not want to lose the year as there was something he/she will never get in new year.

First type of person, has some disappointments that he could not do things he wished to do... and happy to carry forward his/her dream to new year. Makes some new year resolution. (only to forget in another 30 days or so) Makes some new year financial goal, just to make himself/herself happy but thinks somewhere in bottom of heart that this may not be achieved.
                    Making goal and writing new year resolution on a piece of paper is just waste of time if he/she never plan and act accordingly. Goal and resolution, without plan would be remembered by them only to carry forward on next new year eve.

Second type of person, never makes any plans of new year resolution. Just goes for party and enjoy the night and never cares if it was 2011 or 2012.


And the Third  type of person, had something precious this year which he/she never want to lose. As the new year's Sun woke him/her next day to make him/her feel sad about last year loss. Goal can be re-written, new year resolution can be carried forward but the personal loss can never be recovered. They just want to hold on to the current year. Someone was there this year.
            For them, new year may be waiting for great opportunity, it may make them happy, they may achieve that, they have been looking for years but the last day of the year and first day of the new year makes them sad. Someone said that: Time is the best healer!

To All kind of people, Wishing A Very Happy and Prosperous New Year 2012!

Life of a committed person!!

I'm committed since 14th October 2008. My marriage date was 19th January 2009. But still... It's been more than a year and I'm still single and committed... We took this decision not to get married for a year as some tragedy happened in my family. We were trying to come out of the trauma again another news shook us. The news was that her father has some serious illness.

Just after my engagement, me and my would be was living in same town. We used to meet every weekends. She use to come at my place every weekend and we was having great time together.. watching movie...cooking foods...going out to malls...parks.. cafe coffee days...just chocolate.. etc. And in weekdays on phone most of the times.

I had very good routine life before i got engaged... but once i was committed i am still struggling to follow a good routine life. of course she is not only only factor to ruin my routine. .. it was me too who helped myself to ruin my routine :-).

I have disconnected with my friends. One can imagine i am writing blog after a year. My routine has become like this:

wake up call in the morning :-)
getting ready for office
alert call... starting for office
alert call... reached office
work... work... work...
missing her... one call to say i miss you.
work work work
alert call.. It's time for lunch
a relax call.. after lunch
work .. work.. work...
alert call.. it's getting late.. go home...
work work work
one more relax call.. once reached home from office.
sometimes... meeting with my would be after office hours
Goodnight call... after dinner

This is my routine after i engaged.!

She is not there in town since Aug 08. I miss her too much. Still routine is like above mentioned only. some extra activity has been added like. when ever i reach home i start my photoshop program and do lots of editing, designing to her photos...and send them if they come out good :-)

That was my lighter side.. now the serious part:
Life does not run only with the above mentioned routine. In life when we do a deep dive in each others soul and when we see how life of your partner is?.. is she happy or sad? is she taking care of herself or not? is she happy with me or not? we tend to give whatever you have to make her life easier, happier etc.

If i think from her side... i know how sad she is with what all has happened to us post engagement. She could not enjoy much as her father has serious illness. She went home to take care of her father like a son. She even doing more than what a son can do. Also she need my support always... so i make a call always to make sure I'm there behind you where ever you go and whatever you do. I spend my time to make her happy when she is sad... I give her a ray of light when she starting thinking toward dark. She cant tell anyone what she feels what she thinks .. i need to smart enough to understand her...

And my part:
I need to start worrying about money, finance, home, and all basic necessity. Work hard so I'll get good salary. pressure to perform in office and tension how i can manage my life with little money. But of course money can not buy peace of mind... this is what she teaches me!

So you can understand how busy i would be after my engagement!

So my friends don't think i don't remember you... I do remember you too everyday... but only few seconds :-)

When you accept the truth.

Sometimes we ignore the truth and want to live in fantasy that is created by you in your thoughts. Knowingly you don't accept the truth as it may lead you to sadness. You try to make your heart and mind believe that things may change. Hoping for the things will change according to you! Of course it shows optimism but what if this optimism lead you nowhere or make you upset every now and then.

If you think you already know the truth or you believe it is true but actually it is not as you never try to know the truth. Why sometimes we prefer not to help ourself to know the truth.

Should you dare accept the truth and face the reality? Yes, but you have to be strong enough to face the wind of truth otherwise it may blow you off.

Few good lines from "The Alchemist"

• When you really want something, the universe always conspires to help you achieve it. (This is my favorite)
• We have to be prepared for change.
• It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.
• It's the simple things in life that are the most extraordinary; only wise men are able to understand.
• Everything in life has its price.
• We see the world in terms of what we would like to see happen and not what actually does.
• You must always know what it is that you want.
• Every blessing ignored becomes a curse.
• Sometimes, there's just no way to hold back the river.
• People need not fear the unknown if they are capable of achieving what they need and want.
• When you can't go back, you have to worry only about the best way of moving forward, the rest is up to god.
• If you can concentrate always on the present, you will be a happy man.
• Fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself.
• All people who are happy have god within them.
• One is loved because one is loved; there is no reason for loving.